Taken half day today. Wanted to blog quite abit last few weeks. But well, I always have problems uploading the pictures so today I decided to blog without them first. I think it has been really really meaningful last few months, spending time and interacting with different friends and people that came into my life at different point in time. Thank God for beautiful friendships. God is good, He never fails to encourage and lead me. I think... on my own, I'll never come to an understanding what I really want to achieve in life. To really want it so badly. I think going through certain situations indeed mould my thinking and character. I learn to face disappointments and discouragements, emerging with a stronger heart and mind definitely. I am still learning. Much to learn.

Sometimes, I am still at a lost but a friend told me, all things will turn out good for those who love Him. Indeed. And anr da4 ge1 told me, God honors confidence, so even when I fear, I rem'bre his words, the confidence knowing what I am doing, I am doing all for God's glory and I will speak. God shows himself real and he really honors. Think I am a happier person now. Work has been interesting, I was part of the Diversity week committee and the event turn out great! And I am in again for the next round of x'mas committee. Thank God I am part of all these. I like being involved in events and people I guess. I am able to see how people work and get thing moving. Very interesting.

I felt I need God alot, a whole lot. Life is not a bed of roses but I see how God remains faithful and how much He has been by my side, simply cause He first loved me. I think whether things will come through for me, God is still sovereigh over my life. I am going to carry the cross together with Christ. I guess my prayer for this year, I not only want to dream, I hope, not only hope, but work very hard towards what I want. I need to pray for loads of wisdom, loads of grace. In the mist of 'I don't know how things will turn out', I think that is why we need God more then ever. Depend on Him, trust in His will, and on my part I have do my very best too. Perfect love cast out all fears ya!